three years today...

[slyder]

Three years eh? Bet you've loved every moment. NOT!

Picture this, you're dropped off on some boring, hilly, bumpy, irritating road in the middle of nowhere. You have to walk back. You're tired, annoyed, frustrated and really can't be stuffed, especially when you see cars whizzing by you on the way to the destination.

But you know, if you keep putting one foot in front of the other, again and again and again, eventually you will reach the end of the road. And the end may be just around the next corner.



PS. It might be a boring, hilly, bumpy, irritating road, but try and enjoy the scenery on the way, anyway.

[Inanna]

Big hugs my love - this has been a challenge for you I know. You know something - you are not the same person you were back then. The struggle, your blessed angels, the parts of you that this situation helped to grow strong. These are all the gifts of this challenge.
I can only imagine how hard it is to watch those "cars" as Slyder analogised whizz past... I know a little of it though. The goodbyes and the sheer pain of it do make us stronger, more compassionate. You know what??? When that time comes that YOU hold that baby in your arms - you will truly know the meaning of miracle. Believe my love. Keep believing. Your time will come and we will all be here cheering you on.
For now I am sending you lots of love and strength.

[Muppity]

There is nothing that I can say that others haven't (Slyder was really in touch with his feminine side ) but just imagine how good the destination is going to be once you get there :hugs:

[slyder]

Slyder was really in touch with his feminine side

I was wasn't I? Even I think I am cool at the moment Anyway hope the creative writing helps you, BG.

[briggsy's girl]

I was wasn't I? Even I think I am cool at the moment Anyway hope the creative writing helps you, BG.

very much so Slyder!

thanks everyone for your replies - this journey has certainly changed me (mostly for the better ) - but we're surviving - and as a couple, we're stronger than ever - i guess it's pretty clear that DH has been holding my hand on this long journey - and we've both been enjoying the scenery along the way!



all that said - i want it to be tomorrow already - then it won't be three years anymore!!

[Lynn]

Big hugs to you to BG. You have a dream, keep believing and you will get there. It has been 4 years since we started TTC including losing our precious son Cooper but we finally brought our miracle Ethan home.................I hope that you can bring a miracle home too one day very very soon. Big big hugs babe