thanks Dusty and Farmgirl... studying is just a way for me to stimulate my brain...mind you it might take me 10 years to complete it... If I fall pg well... studying can stop if needed be... but for the time being... it's another part of my life other than IVF...

CeCe and Jmmum, yeah, I am planning a trip to Cairns in a few weeks time... regardless of our next cycle result.. I really need a break... you know, sometimes when trying to be so brave I don't often know how all this is really affecting me.