FG - i would have to say it all sounds completely normal to me! i found that, the closer i got to any particular procedure (IUI, EPU, FET), i got so much more anxious. waiting i could deal with - i'd whinge and whine about it, but i KNEW what was coming. i wasn't always sure what to expect with the next procedure - and the fear of failure makes me hugely anxious! what if it doesn't work?? what then?? what if it DOES work?? i don't know what to do if things go right...

i think that, for me, if i'm NOT feeling something - anxiety, fear, what ever it may be - if i'm not feeling that, i honestly think i'm not in tune with what is happening. this is a huge thing for us all - they're putting back and embryo that is effectively "alive" - and it's up to our body to protect that embryo - that's a huge amount of pressure to put on ourselves.

but in the end, the anxiety will go - hopefully after 9 lovely pg months! and it will all be more than worth it

good luck