Hi Diva,

I'm so sorry to hear of your difficulties, my sweet.

Just wanted to let you know that access to the LTTTC Vent forum is restricted to members with over 50 posts, after which you can apply for access via your 'group subcriptions' option in your user profile. We restrict members with less than 50 posts not because their issues aren't 'important', but mainly to protect the members in there from someone coming in who won't understand their situation and/or will judge them. Not that you would, of course, but I do need to 'know' your situation in order to access your application. It is a private area for a reason, and it would defeat the purpose to allow anyone to post in there without being vetted.

Once you've posted 50 posts, please do apply for access as per the instructions above. I was an LTTTCer myself and do understand the need for a place to just let loose.