Well where do i begin,the FS has decided that even though i have PCOS he is STILL NOT GOIN TO DO OP to remove them rather he is choosing to ignore them and just try 50mg chlomid instead soo many ppl have told me its best to have both and a laparoscopy but every time i ask him he changes teh subject and says we will try this first...i feel like screaming at him I AM THE PATIENT if i want it done then DO IT !!!! should i go see someone else???

then i think i will have to start over again its all a bit to much my hat goes off to anyone that goes trhough IVF i am not there yet and i am already almost at my limit cant imagine having to do that...

i always knew i would have trouble getting pregnant but hoped iw as wrong i am sooo sick of ppl telling me relax it will happen bla bla bla they are not in my shoes (all my firends that is) the all have kids so they cant possibly understand every night i am left lying awake thinking how am i goin to cope if i cant have a baby,its not fair on my husband if it wasnt for me he would have one with someone else i am the damaged one... what am i meant to do in my life if i cant be a mother.....

not sure how much more i can take i am almost at my limit...it is consuming me and i find it hard to talk to ppl about it now think thy are sick of hearing about it honestly ...this year alone i lieterally have had 1 person or another all year pregnant 3 of my BF at the same time life isnt fair and i am stuggling to continue on this whole journey ...........