Hi everyone!

I am on my second cycle of clomid. I didn't O on the last try and I'm pretty sure I haven't this time either. Today I did the last OPK test (out of 5) and nothing. I have pretty much convinced myself the clomid isn't going to work and I'm nervous about the next step. We have been TTC since January and I haven't O'd once since then. I really thought I'd get PG straight away. I never imagined there would be complications. Apparently my U/S showed signs of POCS but nothing suggested that in my blood tests. I HATE having blood tests (I fainted once!). I'm in a negative mood, sorry! I have to have another blood test on CD21(monday) but I know what it will say - nothing nothing nothing.

I always lived by the philosophy that if things are meant to be, they will happen easily. Now I don't know. DH and I want our little one sooooo much and I feel like I'm failing him. Not that he's ever said or done anything to warrent that feeling, but babies are part of our "plan"!!

Why isn't it easy??!!! :-({|= bad day sorry everyone.