Oh this eaaaats me...

I feel the same way - and I think that I am losing some of my closest, dearest friends because of it... I cannot BARE to be around one of my best friends, who got married... concieved a honeymoon baby - had her baby - and her baby is now one, and she's pregnant again! EASY! I have made every excuse under the sun not to see her... I can't deal - she's like, 7 months pregnant and I haven't seen her ONCE in the 7 months...

As for family gigs... I went to Father's Day lunch knowing my husband's cousin's 1 month old would be there... I went there, all positive - even brought a gift... but as soon as they arrived, and I saw the baby being passed around - and the baby being bounced, and loved... it cut me up!!! I just couldn't deal.

And... I'm not even using hormones yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



L x