In the whole time that DH and I have been TTC, I have struggled to cope with the news of friends and family who have fallen pregnant (and there has been too many to count!, as I know all of you have experienced)

Just found out yesterday that one of my good friends is pregnant again. She conceived her first a few months after we started trying and is now pregnant with her second. I think it is just hitting home that in the whole time that we have been trying to conceive No 1, that this friend of mine is on No 2, falling pregnant at the drop of a hat. I thought that I would be OK with it - had a pretty crap day yesterday after finding out, I cried and cried.. The "Why me??" was being said alot in my head yesterday, and I've woken up with alot of anxiety. I don't wish that it didn't happen to my friend - I am thrilled for her, just want it to happen to us..

Sorry for the winge - I find it helps to write whats on my chest. Thanks for listening.