i know i should test hun just to put my mind at rest but im so scared to do so, i promised myself when i saw the docs tha i wasnt going to put myself thru this anymore but hey we all like to hope and i have that while af is late, for the last hour or so i have had mild stomach ache but i usually spot bleed a couple of days before af is due and i have not had that either think i will leave testing for a couple of days as all the symptoms i am having could also be due to af being due...I so hope it isnt tho and im gonna have the bestest christmas present ever lol..iv caught for all four of my boys in november and december im hoping they are my fertile months lol..il keep you posted and hopefully it will be gwd news as this will be mine and my partners 1st baby together he does not have any of his own and this would mean the world to both of us...x