I get a bit nervous giving out too much advise but...

I believe at 4.5 at any time in your luteal phase it shows that you didn't ovulate - or did so very poorly.

It sounds like you did ovulate well on clomid. Anxiety is a side affect of clomid for a few women. Drugs that stimulate ovulation will have this affect to varying degrees. However, sometimes just being on a drug is enough to induce anxiety. It's the expectation, the unknown. However, you are the best judge of your own body and what you can tolerate.

If you are feeling unsupported by your doctor then I would find another one. You don't want to waste time with someone who is flopping around. Often women don't ovulate well on 50mgs but will on 100mgs. Clomid isn't the only thing that works though.
Would you feel that another doctor is an option? I know that some people feel comfortable with those that others don't. I have a very dear friend who is a specialist ob - everyohne knows he's a bit of a legend but some get very offended by his straight down the line manner. Then there are doctors that I personally think spend far too much time pondering but others think they are heaven on a stick.

I don't feel I am helping much - if I can help any more let me know... :hugs: