Hello Everyone ... this is my first time to join the forum and I feel that this is the only place where I can be me - to share my inner thoughts and feelings with people who I feel can understand my situation. I got married at a late age - 35 because I focused too much on work. I have been TTC since mid-2008, in July 2009 polyps were removed from my uterus. This month was my first cycle to use Clomid.

I am optimistic about it .. although I can feel the tension between me and my husband. I feel very desperate to have a child, and feel very alone - I have no one here except my husband. My family lives far from me.

I would give up anything just to have a child. I dont want to be childless. I hope I can get pregnant with clomid - they said success rate is good within 6 months. I am not sure if anyone had tried this before. I am not overly concerned about twins, etc .. I am a bit concerned about clomid affecting my cervical mucus.

I would love to hear from anyone ...