I am travelling really well today.. haven't cried today (yet)... going to work now.. it is so busy at work i don't have time to think.. Went to a BBQ at my friends from work last night, the one who is preggas with her third. Her husband was so appologetic to me, i felt embarrassed. He told me that he wasn't overly happy about having No 3! and wished it was Dh and I instead! He said he knows that when it comes along he will love it unconditionally, but just wished it upon us!! God love him.. We had a good night laughing about labour stories, apeziotomies, epi's, scaring and stitches.. and they were all saying.. "you just wait and see" and then they were telling me to stop pampering my dog as he will be so jealous when buba arrives.... just what the doctor order i say!!!

Feeling very positive at the moment..but I am prepared for either outcome, but my gut feeling is leaning on the + side at the moment.

Hope we are lucky..

take care leis xx