I'm in a slightly similar situation... Our FS has currently stopped us from cycling until I'm in a better mental/emotional state to face things after a recent miscarriage. I'm finding it hard to be sitting here not knowing when we can go back, but I'm filling my time with other things. We've sought a second opinion from another FS and are both going through tests, and I'm seeing a psychologist to help work through my issues. I've found it is really helping to focus on something else apart from cycling. I'm aiming to pick up old hobbies that were dropped when IVF took over, and I'm also seeing it as a time to improve on physical and mental health before we go back. There's also an element of DH and I discovering sex for pleasure once more, rather than it being a mechanical chore, or something that gets avoided entirely due to the effects of all the different drugs.

It's just hard to be told to take a break whether it's for financial or other reasons. I hope you manage to find a way through this time and have success at the end of it.

BW