Hi there
I am new to this forum stuff, but I am getting to a stage where I just don't know what to do.
To begin with, I went through ICSI treatment in 2007 due to Male Infertility - almost zero sperm in each sample.. a few good quality swimmers and that was it.
My partner had testicular biopsies to get more to fertalise my eggs.
In the end, I got 6 good quality embryos - one of which was transfered - we had success & a healthy baby boy in Jan 2008.
Wev have had the other 5 stored over the years, and at the end of last year we decided that this year we will go again. Me stupidly thinking it will be a quick trip to my docs, have the FET and we'll be good to go. Oh how I wish!
So far this year I have had 4 out of the 5 embryos transferred.. each time the dr has said they are great quality and my lining etc was all beautiful (if you could describe it like that!). So I have been utterly devastated each time, thinking this was it. In the second cycle - my doc put me on progesterone pessaries (not sure why though as everything 'looked' perfect). Each time since I have been on the pessaries.
Ok so after my last negative, my Doctor is very frustrated as to why there has been no luck as everything has gone to plan up until the testing day. He called me and suggested I have a laparascopy to see if I had any returned endometriosos (as I had very mild endo years ago).. This made me think very positively and kind of hope that I did as I would have some answers.
I had my laparascopy, tubal flush and D & C a week ago. From what my doc said afterwards, it all was fine in there & no endometriosis, tubes were clear and I think the D & C was just for good measure. So I'm thinking was this just a waste of time?
I have just one embryo left and I don't feel my chances are any better this next time round. Last cycle I tried acupuncture, which I thought may help.
I see my dr for my post op appt next week and see what the plan is moving forward.
Can anyone give me a glimmer of hope as to I may be completely wrong about the lap being helpul although they found nothing? Or any advice, just anything would be great
Sorry for the essay!