Hey ladies & Gent

dp and i went for a loan so we could do IVF and we got it

When dp told me we got the loan i burst into tears, i cant believe it we are finally going to do it. I dont think i have been so happy to be in MORE debt hahah crazy i know.

I am off to see FS on tuesday to book in for lap and then we will have a choice of doing another iui or go straight in to ivf, either way i am just so happy that we are back into swing again. Its been a very hard few months of scraping and saving and going with out but god damn it's been worth it.

cant believe i am this excited to get a lap done hahah the quicker its done the quicker we can start babies i cant stop crying i am soooooo happy

ok enough otherwise i will keep going on and on, so i will be back to give you update after FS appointment tuesday.