Sounds like you and I will be going through the cycle together - I take my trigger shot tonight!
I understand about the anxiety - I've had similar issues too. The only thing I found that helped was to tell myself logically how irrational these thoughts really were.
Belly Belly is a great network - have a look around the site, particularly the sections on endo and LTTTC you may find some people that may have dealt with your specific issues.
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