Thanks Keen, I must have been having a very bad day. I feel considerably better today - day 1 of a new cycle... another 4 weeks of hoping...

It's so sad the way it changes you, I wish I could be that happy person that I was before all of this happened. But you're right, you just cope. Of course you do... what else can you do. Some days I really struggle to smile though...

Thank you for letting me know about the IVF cycle - I am hoping that we'll fall naturally this month, but if not, I will want to do IVF straight away!

Thanks for cheering me up. It was my first post here and I'm really glad I did it. It helped to get it out of my head and to hear others who understand how I feel. Thank you!!

Good luck to all.