Seeing people announcing their pregnancies, seeing newborn pics, reading birth stories. It just burns, aches, sometimes. Most of the time it slides off, but sometimes it just sticks.
I so badly want to announce that I'm pregnant. I haven't even had a period in 18 months, I wish I could have even a pregnancy scare - at least then I'd have a week or two where I might be pregnant! But there's nothing at all, and no hope of anything in the future either.
We all have that primal desire to be a mum, I hope you are able to find a way to fulfil your desire.
(not meaning anything hurtful, but wanting to help) have you considered/are you able to adopt or foster a baby? Some of my RL friends have- as that ended up being the only option left for them.
I pray you may be blessed with a surprise when you least expect it.
It is hard, its unfair and it can make you just want to hate the world. Im so sorry you have to go through this. My words arent enough so Im just going to offer these
I'm not in your situation exactly (but a similar one) I don't go anywhere near those particular threads in here anymore and try to skim them in the 'new posts' list. I actually steered clear of BB for ages because it was too hard
Real life is tricky though. There are triggers everywhere. I hate that you are going through this.
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