Gosh it burns sometimes

[onthefly]

[~Kaz~]

Massive

It completely sucks.

I'm not in your situation exactly (but a similar one) I don't go anywhere near those particular threads in here anymore and try to skim them in the 'new posts' list. I actually steered clear of BB for ages because it was too hard

Real life is tricky though. There are triggers everywhere. I hate that you are going through this.