Yes and no. Knowing I'll definitely never have another miscarriage? Freaking brilliant. Knowing I'll only get cuddles from babies I can't take home with me? Not so brilliant, but not always stabby.

Taking my own sanity into account made it easier though. I'm only now getting out of the breakdown, which was triggered by the LTTTC. Having a baby isn't worth losing my sanity, and not fair on the baby. Very logical when I look at it that way *sad smile*