Emma, you wouldn't believe how many of those thoughts have been going through my own head lately! I'm also taking a bit of a break after back-to-back cycles earlier this year. Right now I'm trying to decide between cycling again in Sept or Nov/Dec (acupuncturist's recommendation). It's tough. And (believe it or not) I've had the same thoughts about the overseas holiday! My only advice for you is that I think you really need to be ready to try again. IVF can be so gruelling, I tend to think it's too much strain (on your body, your relationship, your wallet, etc) to embark on a cycle if your heart's not in it.

Best of luck with your decision. And FX for that surprise natural BFP.

Jen