Hi Possom, I haven't been around lately and Im so sorry to read this latest episode and life sometimes can be so unfair. I hope you are getting your head around the treatment and get over the initial shock of being diagnosed. Its always hard to learn sth is not right at first but once you've gained a bit knowledge of it, you will grow a bit more confidence and more optimistic of the situation.

On a brighter note, this seems to be the very reason for your past m/cs. So once the treatment is through you are unlikely to have the sitation again. That is a bit reassurance when you do start TTC again. I guess psychologically it will be a good thing.

Embrace and treatment and meanwhile enjoy your o/s holiday, it could be much shorter than you think and you will be in a much better shape in no time to TTC again. Biggest hug