Thanks Kerbear and n2l, you girls are so sweet. Still feeling bummed about my BFN but a tiny spark of my old self is coming back slowly. I guess it has to if there is any chance of trying again. I've decided I have to keep going even if it's just for 1 or 2 more cycles (before my reproductive time really runs out), because I don't want any regrets later down the line that I didn't try hard enough. I just wish I had a few more years left in me to try.

Myturn, you might have a perfect lil embie on board, be in 2 or 4 cells. I had a hundred something cell embie on board and it didn't even stick, probably because it stopped growing at some point. If it's a good embie it doesn't matter how small it is, it will make the distance. If it's meant to be, it's meant to be. And I hope for that for you.

Juniper, I read your blog, it was so great to read, thank you for sharing. So many tears and also so many smiles. I really hope you can give that gorgeous DD of yours a sibling soon

Hello to all my other beautiful friends, I am watching you all xoxox