Ladies, I'm sad to say I'm back.

My first scan was delayed by a couple of weeks as I was away on holidays, and I had it on Wednesday.

It was bad news. The embryo had stopped developing around 6 weeks (I should have been 9 1/2. It probably never had a heartbeat.

I had a D&C yesterday. The remains will be tested for chromosomal disorders. I will have BTs to track my hormones and see my FS in a month or so for results and to make a plan.

I am very sad.

And DP has already initiated the 'we can't afford this forever, it's taking a toll on the family, I'm under a lot of stress as the money earner ' conversation.