Hopeful Mum. I am so so sorry. Its so devastating. Its a huge loss to mourn and that takes time. Be kind to yourself and surround yourself with love, support and understanding.

I know for me, I still have days where I feel overwhelmed by grief but graduallt these days are becoming fewer. Hope can be hard to find in this journey but its so important to find some to hold on ro when you can.

I really hope your fs can provide you with some answers and that you can find hope in the future.