Will do a down reg next, not sure if I'm going to tell anyone when we start ... Was thinking if even keeping it quiet in here... Maybe not, I'm not sure... I'm just feeling weird about everything, I want to get started, but I want to lose weight... So I'm feeling very torn, and last year with the BFP cycle I didn't tell anyone (except here) and it felt good... But i might need support... So..., will be in the next few months though, I'm getting too old to keep waiting