Loops - thanks for your message. I'm feeling better today, still sad but what can you do - this time was not meant to be. FX my FET in June will bring me a BFP.

To confirm re my results, my BFN was confirmed via a BT by my FS yesterday.
I did a HPT the day before, on Sunday, with the Crystal Clear brand that showed as a BFP. SO girls, try to stay away from HPT - they really aren't accurate and make it harder to deal with a BFN BT when you've received a BFP from your HPT.
The HPT I used detected the FSH in my bloodstream hence showing a BFP but, the BT detected it too and it wasn't high enough to sustain a pregnancy. I confirmed this with FS.
STAY AWAY FROM THE HPT's....
Good luck to the rest of you wherever you are in your cycles.