Holly, grab yourself a cuppa and possibly some tissues before you head on over there to catch up. I just can't process things internally, so it's all got to come out. It's a very long thread now, but it helps me see just how far I have come. I'm actually doing quite well now - still some things to work through before we go back again, but I think I'll be there sooner rather than later. And Miss BG is making sure I stay honest and is helping me work through things more than she can imagine. Good luck with the weight loss!

BW