hello everybody!!!

i have been in hiding since thursday for 2 reasons. we are having our house appraisal the beginning of this week so the house is going under a mini makeover! i have painted skirtings, doors and frames, hallway master bedroom and today is laundry and toilet. plus emptied out each bedrooom and the study to just the bare necessities to make rooms look larger. cant believe how much cr@p i have collected since last clean up..... so i havent had time to come and chat. im up at six and going to bed at 11...all since thursday

i had my bloods on thursday and got bad news. this cycle has been cancelled as i didnt ovulate. so next round is bloods, ultrasound and apparently a trigger injection to start ovulation. i was a bit like WTF????

im just surprised as i didnt expect IVF to be easy but i thought the drugs would be the hardest part, but now that seemed so easy. i read everyones stories and cry with you and wonder how i would cope and now its happening to me.

*low reaction to drugs - on them for almost 2 months.
* failed first cycle - with depression after
*early miscarriage
*and now cancelled cycle

sorry about the whinge- i have two gorgeous boys which is much more than some people get, but my heart is pining for my number 3 bubs!!!

oh well maybe next month..

Ellie - thanx for PM. so excited for you, cant wait to see how it all is going tomorrow.... and hopefully as your finishing your TWW i will be entering it....

Rols - your wealth of knowledge, common sense and just good ole humour is inspirational!!

wow! gone for 4 days and there are 3 new arrivals !! hello girls heres hoping you all get a BFP in the near future

welcome back Sushee - are you going to post some photos of your hols?

BG and BW - my mentors... how are you girls going?