Blossom, I can't offer any advice, just I'm sorry to hear that this has been your journey and I have every hope and wish that you get your miracle soon.
Mrs Mac, GL with the transfer on Sat. Stick stick stick!
Vic, sorry to hear the biopsy hurt. Hope you are feeling better now.
Hi to everyone I've missed.
AFM, given pos opk two days ago and this mornng's .4 degree temp jump I'm guessing I'm 1dpo today. Not sure I should be bothered charting this cycle seeing as though we start our IVF cycle next Tuesday. It's funny, even after ttc for so long, being told our chances of naturally conceiving are less than 1% we still hold out hope that each month could be our month. Maybe not funny, maybe just delusional.
I want to do personals but I just can't get my head around it all - so I am sending hugs to everyone and crossing everything for you all. I just wanted to say that I feel sad this morning. I am sitting outside one if my schools trying to get up the motivation to go inside and do some work. But (apart from needing to go to the loo) I just can't bring myself to get out now.... I have do much work, and am feeling guilty.. But fluctuating between knowing I will feel better if I just stay busy, and having no interest in pretending everything is okay....
Waiting for EPU/O/IUI/FET or just something to happen! Kerbear - taking a break Myturn - Vic261 - CD6 J.Bear - CD7
Blossom - CD11 Me4ever - CD17 Nire - CD22 (AF due 13 Sep for 1st IVF)
Waiting for Transfer Andie - CD13 (ET 9 Sep) Mrs Mac - CD17 (ET 8 Sep)
Hanging out in the TWW(Stalk them here....https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums/...ek-Wait-2012-6) Miloro - CD15 1dpo Emerald Star - CD?? 3dp5dt
Juniper - CD37 8dpo (lap cycle) N2L - CD28 8dpo Emma - CD26 5dp5dt (b/t 10 Sep)
Got Their BFP in September Freya - HCG 1660 @5wks, u/s 30/8 110bpm (leaving you here for now because you deserve a little more time in the graduate list )
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Myturn, to be honest, the only reason I got out of bed for the first month after the d&c was because I had an almost-1yo I had to look after. If not for that, I doubt I'd have even bothered getting up to go to work - I was that depressed... This is all very recent for you and if you get up each morning, shower, do your hair and put on clean clothes, then you're doing well. Don't pressure yourself to be "normal" before you've even gone through the entire grieving process. You will get back to normal, you will move on and you will always remember and love your angel; it will just take some time.
That said, when you get up and do the things you know need to be done, it will help you to feel better. The day I made myself get up and out of the house by 8am was the day I started turning that depression around and started to feel more human again. There was (and is) still a long way to go, but it was the start... If you can find the motivation, the effort will be rewarded.
Hi girls thanks so much for all your kind words and support it means a lot, helps so much to know that there is a place to go where people understand a little of what you are going thru.
We have decided to keep going with this cycle as we are praying for a Miracle here and i thought about it and realised it doesnt matter how many eggs i get its really out of my hands and i have to trust and hope that we will be blessed with a little bubba!
Go for another scan tomorrow and EPU on friday at this stage.
Juniper, Miloro, Miss B, Vic thanks girls for your messages.
Myturn sending big hugs to you, it is soooo hard! I know i spent the first 2 days with my furbaby on the couch and gradually put one foot in front of the other and managed to move forward. Dont put any pressure on yourself take care of you! x
Emerald Star hope you doing ok and this little one sticks for you. I have been to 4 clinics and have been with my FS now for 2 years and really like him he is a amazing man.
Mrs Mac good luck for Sat sticky vibes to you that your little embie sticks.
Andie good luck for you pick up hope you got lots of nice eggs.
Long Term TTC & Assisted Conception August/September 2012
My turn sending you a big hug, it is such a sad thing to be so excited and then have it taken away. I know me and a lot of other ladies in here unfortunately know all to well what you are going through and is is certainly very hard. Just take one day or even just part of each day one step at a time. Sending you the hugest hug xo
Myturn, it's really hard after a m/c, such a mix of emotions and sometimes just a feeling of 'nothing'. It's all normal. Sometimes keeping busy is good but it can also keep you from dealing with the situation. Just take each day as it comes hun. Sometimes for me just getting through 'a' day was all I could do. It does get easier, I found it really hit me after the d & c. The waiting for the d & c was hard too. Big hugs darling
Kerbear, I am so sorry hun . Why can't it just happen for you? I feel your disappointment hun, it's not fair
Blossom, I will be praying wildy for you in this cycle. I hope that you get your miracle
Vic, sorry that your biopsy was painful. I hope your body co operates with you and you get to O on CD14
Mrs Mac GL with your transfer on the 8th! 8 is a lucky number!
I truly hope I am in the right place. Please tell me if I'm not.
I've been on BB before, way back when I thought I would be a quick and easy TTCer - ha!
Turns out, not only do I have PCOS but both my tubes are completely and permanently blocked.
After nearly two years TTC, we are starting IVF this month.
I've never een so desperate for AF to arrive so that we can get going.
I've had a read through your latest posts and I want to send a to everyone. Much love to Myturn, I'm so sorry for your loss.
Congrats to Freya I hope you bring more good luck to the other girls soon xx
Again, if I am in the wrong place, please send me packing.
But I am desperate to find somewhere to belong. Its terribly hard when my IRL friends have never been through anything like this.
I hope I get to stick around and get to know you all.
Welcome Nire! You are definitely in the right place hun, there are really gorgeous ladies in here going through similar things and I'm sure they will offer you loads of support (as will I ) through your IVF journey. GL hun, I hope your IVF journey is a quick one!
Welcome Nire We all hope your stay is a short but sweet journey. Please ask any questions as it can be very daunting, but someone on here will have "been there and done that", so we can be helpful. Good luck with AF coming ASAP
Welcome Nire, I still remember how scared I was scared I was when starting my first IVF cycle and this group was heaven sent. I hope you have a very short day here with success on your first cycle.
I'm sorry to hear that this has been your journey and I have every hope and wish that you get your miracle soon.
110bpm (leaving you here for now because you deserve a little more time in the graduate list 
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) through your IVF journey. GL hun, I hope your IVF journey is a quick one!
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