Im in two minds about posting, everything seems to be so positive in here and Im going to be a downer on things.
I picked up my referal for specialist as they required the actual doctors name on it rather that just the place. My DH organised to have his 2 semen anyalsis results posted out. We received them last night and well it just rocked the boat completely. I had been reading up all about PCOS and medications and was actualyl starting to feel positive about loosing some weight before going at it like rabbits to get our BFP and saving some money etc. Im also in a new job and enjoying it, have wanted that for such a long time too.
I was reading some other mail and then caught sight of his face adn knew it wasnt good. The first test when he rang was told that his normal sperm was low and would retest again later. Thats why on the test it says PLEASE REFER TO FERILITY CLINIC. Im so angry at not being told, yet combined with the fact that the 2nd test doesnt show moropology, but states decreased number of normal forms. When my DH rang he was told "everything was normal and ok". Im so angry at not being told the correct. This second test was done in November. We seriously could have got the ball rolling quicker than what we have. I hate being told everything was fine when it wasnt. DH is just saying I just want things fixed adn seems quite calm.
After reading through some books about assisted conception, i got worried and terrified of all the processes and thought oh well its only me, some metmorfin and i'll be fine. But according to these results we will need more for sure. I know the FS will give us more direction anyway.
I started to think this is all too hard.