Hi ladies.

Unfortunately I am back here. We had a scan last Thursday & the baby was only a 1/3 the size it should have been & the heart beat was very slow. We just had a repeat scan & today there is no heart beat. It's absolutely devastating especially after it took us 23 months to fall pregnant. I am booked in for d&c Wednesday then have been told to wait 1 full cycle before trying again - so looks like April for us. I am just so scared it will take us a few cycles to get pregnant again then we could miscarry again. I know we are all in the same boat & life just isn't fair at all.

Hope you are all doing better than me today xx