I'm out! I had my cry yesterday and I'm ready to move on. FS is moving me straight to IVF but this won't commence for 3 months.....time to start focusing on ourselves, losing a bit of weight, getting healthy etc etc etc!! Worst thing is.............i have to go to baby shower this morning!! eeekkkkk!!! Very good friend of mine so i can't be like that! Thanks everyone. I'm going to be lurking for the next few months but will join you again soon!