Long Term TTC & Assisted Conception February/March 2014

[Sarah4kurt13]

Aw juniper sorry about darn AF xoxo
I can say that my AF used to go for 5 days with spotting on 6th. But this last year it's been more like 3days and a lot lighter. I've got an AMH of about 5 last test last year.
This mc I've bled all month! Noo!
So sick of the mess by now. It's only spotting though.

Well my pups name is Ebony now as she is a black one as they sold the red by mistake! But I'm still happy!

Not sure where to from here. I'm kinda scared to ttc atm :-/ before I was like lets get pg ASAP but now I'm a chicken!
Like lets put another embryo in my womb of death! Lol like I'm so positive right now can't u tell?!

I've got more puregon in my fridge waiting patiently.

Saw my healer/dr. Today, he asked me how long we been ttc and when I said over 2 yrs he said sometimes it's just not meant to be" ... Not what I want to hear that's for sure!!
Life is all upside down n back the front right now.
All I wish for is a baby :-/

Joski, round n round is making me dizzy!

Baby dust girls xxxxxx

[juniper76]

he said sometimes it's just not meant to be

That's a completely inappropriate thing for any sort of healer or doctor to say! It's bad enough when an ignorant lay-person says it, but a professional should know better! It's right up there with FS#2 telling us "nature did you a favour" when I showed him the test results from our mm/c...

It's normal for it to take a while to work through the emotions and I'd imagine your uncertainty stems from that emotional turmoil. But, let's be clear, you do NOT have a "womb of death". Like most other m/c, odds are it was a chromosomal issue; nothing anyone could do to prevent it and certainly NOT your fault.

I hope snuggles with Ebony will give you plenty to smile about.