Rai, those milestone dates are always hard. Hope you can find some comfort to get you through the rest of the day. I'm working on the weight issue too (cutting out refined sugars and reducing intake of highly processed foods), but allowed myself some treats at our niece's 1st birthday party on Sunday and a little wine last night (first drink in weeks). As long as it's a "treat" rather than a daily thing, don't stress over it. xx