Natty- Thanks for the advice. I think I will take the valium. I just hate the mind games you play with yourself on this journey. Good luck for Monday. Rest well afterwards.
BecD- Sorry to hear you got a BFN, but yeah you do have to get through it. Sometimes I don't know how but somehow we just do. I too was really upset at a long wait between ET's but I think maybe it's a good time to let your body relax a bit as well. I don't know- I'm pretty new to all this but I feel my wait has probably helped me mentally to gain some more strength. Stay strong. All the best