Long Term TTC & Assisted Conception Jan 2013

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CD 1 for me today

truly this ttc should not be so bloody hard. I lost 10kg's but to get to the weight where i fell pg with ds 3 i really need to lose 4 - 5 kg's
and honestly do you think i can find the motivation not on your life which is really making me cranky with myself cause i just want to fall pg
i dont think i could cope with waiting another 3 years to fall besides that i will be too old in 3 years, anyone got some motivation tips for me
i really need them cause chocolate looks really good at the moment

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Hi, I just want to clarafy (i think that's how you spell it if not sorry) a few things in my last text.

First of all i know all you lovely ladies are in the same boat and want to spend as less time here as posible and get your bfp asap.
What i ment when i said i dont think i could cope with 3 years of ttc i ment it took 3 years to fall pg with ds 3 and it consumed my life
everything was about falling pregnant it was just so heartbreaking each month, the disapointment, the emotional toll it took was just not good
and i have decided to only give myself to april and then give up and just be happy. And as for getting too old i did not mean it like that i ment every
lady in my family has gone through early menopause usually early 40's it starts