Rai - I am trying to cope at the moment and struggling a bit.

Kbudgie I feel the same as you and wanted to send you a big hug x
I just want to say to everyone it was crap and had blood tests every second day and a miscarriage but I have the added advantage that moist of our staff are in head office in Melbourne and I can lie. I cried all morning as the other lady I work with is still on holidays and i was alone for the first time, i emailed my boss and told her what happened and asked for another few days off to be with DH, I can't seem to be without him at the moment. When he goes back to night shift tomorrow it's going to be hard. We have kept a pee stick from both mc and he kept the one from Xmas day which was so sweet as we wanted a baby for Xmas but made me bawl my eyes out when I found it cause I thought he threw them all out.
I also have a constant reminder everyday as I get random bleeds and discharge from my body dealing with it naturally.
I wish i could crawl under a rock and not have to deal with this :-(