Thanks juniper I feel like a dumbass for reading what happened on Xmas day wrong but I guess you just never know!!
Thanks rai and Vic xo
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Thanks juniper I feel like a dumbass for reading what happened on Xmas day wrong but I guess you just never know!!
Thanks rai and Vic xo
Congrats and good luck kerbear! Fx'd sprocket stays strong and makes a very happy entrance into the world! :)
Afm- I am now officially in the tww... Lets hope this one is a tad nicer to me... DH and I haven't dtd for a while but FS says it shouldn't be a problem... DH is also booked in for an SA on Monday morning and after our horrid news on Monday, we have decided that if this cycle doesn't work, we will be moving onto ivf...
Hope everyone is well!!! xxxxx
:goodluck: Friday 28th December 2012 :goodluck:
Waiting for EPU/O/IUI/FET or just something to happen!
Myturn - taking a break
Blossom - taking a break until Feb/Mar
kbudgie - :angel: - waiting for AF
Rosemarry006 - ???
Emerald Star - ???
Treenie86 - CD7
Me4ever - CD8
N2L - CD9
Wishanddream - CD18
Emma - CD19
Sarah4Kurt - CD20
Nic - CD30
Faye* - CD32
Waiting for Transfer
Hanging out in the TWW (Stalk them here....https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums/...ek-Wait-2012-8)
Jo_white - CD19 1dpo
Beau30 - CD22 1dp5dt
Juniper - CD22 6dpo ???
Rai - CD22 10dpo
Curtysgirl - CD41 29dpo ?????
Got Their BFP in December :confetti:
Miloro - 14/12: hcg 218 @14dpo!!
Kerbear - 24/12: hcg 94 @20dpo, 27/12: hcg 325 @23dpo!!
Juniper, can you please put me in the tww Hun??? 1dpo
Oops, sorry. Fixed. :):
Thanks lovely! :)
:goodluck: Saturday 29th December 2012 :goodluck:
Waiting for EPU/O/IUI/FET or just something to happen!
Myturn - taking a break
Blossom - taking a break until Feb/Mar
kbudgie - :angel: - waiting for AF
Rosemarry006 - ???
Emerald Star - ???
Treenie86 - CD8
Me4ever - CD9
N2L - CD10
Wishanddream - CD19
Emma - CD20
Sarah4Kurt - CD21
Nic - CD31
Faye* - CD33
Waiting for Transfer
Hanging out in the TWW (Stalk them here....https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums/...ek-Wait-2012-8)
Jo_white - CD20 2dpo
Beau30 - CD23 2dp5dt
Juniper - CD23 7dpo
Rai - CD23 11dpo
Curtysgirl - CD42 30dpo ?????
Got Their BFP in December :confetti:
Miloro - 14/12: hcg 218 @14dpo!!
Kerbear - 24/12: hcg 94 @20dpo, 27/12: hcg 325 @23dpo!!
Curtysgirl where are you?? Hanging to hear how you went!
Hello to you all. Congrats kerbear fx that your little sprocket is a strong sticky one for you.
Afm- cd 1 which is better than 78 days like my last cycle. It's getting closer to us starting ivf. We have an fs appointment on 30th Jan which will come around so quick and from there we find out a starting date! Woo hoo.
Best wishes to everyone in the tww
Cheers to a happy new year!!!
:goodluck: Sunday 30th December 2012 :goodluck:
Waiting for EPU/O/IUI/FET or just something to happen!
Myturn - taking a break
Blossom - taking a break until Feb/Mar
kbudgie - :angel: - waiting for AF
Rosemarry006 - ???
Emerald Star - ???
Nic - CD1
Treenie86 - CD9
Me4ever - CD10
N2L - CD11
Wishanddream - CD20
Emma - CD21
Sarah4Kurt - CD22
Faye* - CD34
Waiting for Transfer
Hanging out in the TWW (Stalk them here....https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums/...ek-Wait-2012-8)
Jo_white - CD21 3dpo
Beau30 - CD24 3dp5dt
Juniper - CD24 8dpo
Rai - CD24 12dpo
Curtysgirl - CD43 31dpo ?????
Got Their BFP in December :confetti:
Miloro - 14/12: hcg 218 @14dpo!!
Kerbear - 24/12: hcg 94 @20dpo, 27/12: hcg 325 @23dpo!!
Hello ladies, interesting day for me today - went to Melbourne to catch up with DH's auntie and uncle and his cousin also turned up with her twin babies... Was so hard being around babies but was good as well as they were conceived through IVF. It was the first time I'd met her but I told her I was going through IVF as well. She was really nice and has some info she's going to give me tomorrow as we are catching up with them all again tomorrow night for NYE. I'm not sad to see the end of 2012 - it's been a hard year and I'm looking forward to a fresh new year. On another note I'm going to POAS tomorrow morning as AF is almost a week late. Am technically in the TWW but cant confirm if and when I "O"d. I have absolutely no expectations of a BFP but will do it anyway...
Hope you are all well!
Just wanted to update you all as I know you have all been hoping for the best for us. Unfortunately I had a miscarriage yesterday and was in hospital today due to some pain and it confirmed what we thought.
I am going to be taking a break from ttc for a while and maybe one day might be a mum but for now need to accept I am not going to be.
Thank you all for your support and love through our journey. I will always pop in and see how you are all doing and I hope 2013 is kind to you all and you get not only your bfp but a beautiful baby xoxoxo
I'm so sorry to hear that kerbear
Well as expected its a BFN for me... No natural miracle :( now I just want AF to hurry up so I can start another cycle...
Oh no, Kerbear :( I'm so sorry. Sending you big hugs.
I'm sorry Faye, that sucks. Fingers crossed AF won't wait long...
:goodluck: Monday 31st December 2012 :goodluck:
Waiting for EPU/O/IUI/FET or just something to happen!
Kerbear - :angel: - taking a break
Myturn - taking a break
Blossom - taking a break until Feb/Mar
kbudgie - :angel: - waiting for AF
Rosemarry006 - ???
Emerald Star - ???
Sarah4Kurt - CD2
Nic - CD2
Treenie86 - CD10
Me4ever - CD11
N2L - CD12
Wishanddream - CD21
Emma - CD22
Faye* - CD35
Waiting for Transfer
Hanging out in the TWW (Stalk them here....https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums/...ek-Wait-2012-8)
Jo_white - CD22 4dpo
Beau30 - CD25 4dp5dt
Juniper - CD25 9dpo
Rai - CD25 13dpo
Curtysgirl - CD44 32dpo ?????
Got Their BFP in December :confetti:
Miloro - 14/12: hcg 218 @14dpo!!
kerbear, I'm so sorry to hear that. You're always welcome here, even if you're on a TTC break. :hug:
faye, sorry to hear you confirmed the BFN.
I'm hoping the new year is kinder to all of us! :goodluck:
Thank you xo
I'm so sorry Kerbear. Life is just not being nice to you at the moment. Sending you big hugs.
Sorry also Faye. All of us just want a BFP. It's just not fair! Xx
Afm - not much happening my bt isn't until the 9th. Not looking forward to nye tonight with everyone drinking & nobody having any idea what's going on with me. Thinking about bailing & just staying home.
Yes very sorry to hear that kerbear.
kerbear - I'm so so sorry :comfort:
AFM - POAS still negative so now just waiting for af to show which will hopefully be tomorrow.
Tuesday 1st January 2013 :hello: - HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! :confetti:
Waiting for EPU/O/IUI/FET or just something to happen!
Kerbear - taking a break
Myturn - taking a break
Blossom - taking a break until Feb/Mar
kbudgie - waiting for AF
Sarah4Kurt - CD3
Nic - CD3
Treenie86 - CD11
Me4ever - CD12
N2L - CD13
Wishanddream - CD22
Emma - CD23
Faye* - CD36
Waiting for Transfer
Hanging out in the TWW (Stalk them here....https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums/...ek-Wait-2012-8)
Jo_white - CD23 5dpo
Beau30 - CD26 5dp5dt
Juniper - CD26 10dpo
Rai - CD26 14dpo
Got Their BFP in January :pray:
M.I.A. - Please Update When Possible
Rosemarry006, Emerald Star, Curtysgirl
So sorry Kerbear & Faye*.....why does life have to be so cruel???
Hopefully 2013 will be a much nicer year for everyone!!!
Just when we should be celebrating, life kicks us in the face. Should have been celebrating being 18 weeks on Christmas Day but AF reared its ugly head early. Was very hard to be in the "festive spirit" surrounded by family who had no idea. Find it very difficult to discuss my m/c with anyone. Still haven't totally convinced DP to go again but he has agreed to at least do the feasibility testing for the PGD. It's a start at least & since that can take 8-12 weeks to get a result, still have time to keep the discussions going.
Joe, it can take a long time to work through all the emotions. I'm glad he agreed to the testing, so you can do the prep work for when/if you are both ready to go again. Would you like me to add you to the list (does that make you CD8 today)?
Just wanting to wish everyone a happy, healthy and BFP full 2013... Lets hope that this year produces the miracles we all are waiting for!!! xxxxx
Wednesday 2nd January 2013 :hello:
Waiting for EPU/O/IUI/FET or just something to happen!
Kerbear - taking a break
Myturn - taking a break
Blossom - taking a break until Feb/Mar
kbudgie - waiting for AF
Sarah4Kurt - CD4
Nic - CD4
Treenie86 - CD12
Me4ever - CD13
N2L - CD14
Wishanddream - CD23
Emma - CD24
Faye* - CD37
Waiting for Transfer
Hanging out in the TWW (Stalk them here....https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums/...ek-Wait-2012-8)
Jo_white - CD24 6dpo
Beau30 - CD27 6dp5dt
Juniper - CD27 11dpo
Rai - CD27 15dpo
Got Their BFP in January :pray:
M.I.A. - Please Update When Possible
Rosemarry006, Emerald Star, Curtysgirl
Thursday 3rd January 2013 :hello:
Waiting for EPU/O/IUI/FET or just something to happen!
Kerbear - taking a break
Myturn - taking a break
Blossom - taking a break until Feb/Mar
kbudgie - waiting for AF
Juniper - CD0
Sarah4Kurt - CD5
Nic - CD5
Treenie86 - CD13
Me4ever - CD14
N2L - CD15
Wishanddream - CD24
Emma - CD25
Faye* - CD38
Waiting for Transfer
Hanging out in the TWW (Stalk them here....https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums/...ek-Wait-2012-8)
Jo_white - CD25 7dpo
Beau30 - CD28 7dp5dt
Rai - CD28 16dpo
Got Their BFP in January :pray:
M.I.A. - Please Update When Possible
Rosemarry006, Emerald Star, Curtysgirl
Hi All,
My name is Melanie and my IVF journey is about to re-commence. I did post a blog post with further details, and it was suggested I come here as you guys are so supportive etc. So I'll just re-post the blog post here to give a brief bit of background:
:
IVF journey is about to re-commence...and I'm scared. :crying:
So far everytime we've gotten close to starting IVF something has gone horribly wrong.
Since my last blog post we've had:
- Mayhem (cat) who was battling Kidney failure died. We also lost: Bobby & Fev.
- Emily (cat) had to have emergency de-sexing as she developed pyrometria, a serious (and possibly deadly) uterus infection & drug treatment failed to remove the infection.
- My dad was diagnosed with lung cancer....only to find out a month later he DOESN'T have lung cancer, it was a massive lump of infection in his lung that appeared as lung cancer on Ultrsounds/CT-Scans/X-Rays.
- My grandfather died after a 16 year long battle with Parkinsons Disease.
I'm just terrified at what is coming up next to stop our IVF journey. The emotional roller coaster we have been on for the last 2 years of trying to get the money together and get started with it all has seriously worn me down, and at times I believe been the sole reason why the hubby and I have been fighting so much.
We've got two appointments:
Appointment One: Fertility Centre, Dandenong - February 8, 2013 at 8AM
Appointment Two: RPA Sydney - March 28, 2013 at 2:10PM
IF everything goes well at Fertility Centre, the RPA appointment will be cancelled.
IFeverything goes well at Fertility Centre, by my calculations hormone treatment will most likely commence on March 6... a date in itself which is freaking me out (will be Grandpa's first birthday since his death).
And just to rub insult to injury, my step-daughter is pregnant again, and a work colleague I work closely with has also recently announced she is pregnant.
Welcome Mel!
Fx'd for you that nothing springs up on you to delay this cycle for you!!!
I am also a patient at the fertility centre in Dandenong and if this OI cycle is a bfn, DH and I will hopefully be starting ivf there! xxx
Welcome Mel... Sorry it's been such a rough trot for you x
Thanks Gals :-)
Jo - what are the staff like? I've only spoken to one person on the phone so far. She seemed very nice and helpful...
Mel- was that a lady named Fiona? She is lovely!!! They are all amazing actually!!! The nurse there Deb is great!!! She makes every visit special and the clinic is like a little home away from home for me anyways! Lol
Great to hear Jo. :-)
I can't remember who it was I spoke with on the phone. :-(
Welcome Mel, I hope you get to start IVF soon and that nothing else pops up in the meantime.
AFM arrived in QLD for our holiday today so is nice to have a change of scenery the only thing is AF is now 10 days late which is driving me crazy!! Just want it to come so I can start my next round :(
welcome mel, hoping your ivf journey starts soon and that your stay here is short
AFM - waiting for af will hopefully be here today fx.
Welcome Mel. Hopefully 2013 is the year for you & nothing else stands in your way of beginning the ivf journey.
Sorry Rai & Juniper
Afm - just hanging out for bt Wednesday. So hope it's positive - feel bad for lying to everyone over this tww. I am not a very good lier.
i am sorry for the vent but here goes
i am struggling at the moment after mc feel upset and angry and i know that there are some positive things like we actually got pregnant after 2 years tcc
dh is very positive but maybe too much at times. we were in the supermarket yesterday and i was feeling angry and upset and we argued and i ended up in tears. i just want af to come so we can try again, it's probably the first time i ever wanted af to come, ironic huh
i have days i think it's getting easier then i have a bad spell again :'(
Friday 4th January 2013 :hello:
Waiting for EPU/O/IUI/FET or just something to happen!
Kerbear - taking a break
Myturn - taking a break
Blossom - taking a break until Feb/Mar
kbudgie - waiting for AF
Rai - CD1
Sarah4Kurt - CD6
Nic - CD6
Treenie86 - CD14
Me4ever - CD15
N2L - CD16
Wishanddream - CD25
Emma - CD26
Faye* - CD39
Waiting for Transfer
Hanging out in the TWW (Stalk them here....https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums/...ek-Wait-2012-8)
Jo_white - CD26 8dpo
Beau30 - CD29 8dp5dt
Juniper - CD29 13dpo
Got Their BFP in January :pray:
M.I.A. - Please Update When Possible
Rosemarry006, Emerald Star, Curtysgirl
kbudgie, please don't feel like you need to apologise. This is what we're here for. :hug: It is still very early days, hun. I was struggling for months after each of my m/c. My first was similar to yours in that we had been TTC for over 2 years and it was our first ever BFP. Even though I knew from the first b/t that I would probably m/c (low, slow rising numbers), it still hurt so much to eventually lose it. It was about 4 months before I could talk about it without full-on crying, and even then, my eyes would still mist up. And here I am a year after my second m/c and I'm still so angry and upset that DH and I were fighting yesterday too (okay, the PMS played a part too). You are not alone and it is very normal to feel this way so soon after it happens. Don't pressure yourself to "get over it" quickly, because it takes time. You wanted that bub so much and you worked so hard to get it - the grief of its loss won't evaporate overnight.
Mel, hi and welcome! :welcome: I'm sorry to hear you've had such a difficult time recently. I hope that's the last of your misfortune for a long time. Please let me know when/if you would like to be added to the list. I just need to know where you are in your cycle (eg cycle day, dpo or just "waiting for AF").
Rai, I hope your wait isn't long and you can get started on your next cycle quickly.
Faye, I hope you don't have much longer to wait either. Any idea why it's so late? Hope you have a lovely holiday!
Beau, FX for Wednesday!
AFM, AF is playing silly buggers. I had a light bleed last night (12dpo), but nothing this morning. AF is actually due tomorrow, but turning up last night wasn't outside the realm of possibility (24-36 hours early). I know what I'd be thinking if I read this, but the bleed was red, so I'm pretty sure it wasn't implantation. I really don't know what else could cause that to happen though? Any ideas? I'm just going to wait it out and see what happens today. It might just be a brief respite and AF could get started properly this afternoon/evening. My temp was down again this morning, so I'm not expecting any miracles. I just wish I wasn't dealing with this uncertainty with the anniversary of learning of our mm/c tomorrow (I have always felt the day we found out was the day we lost her, rather than the d&c 4 days later, not that the anniversary of the d&c will be a fun day either). Or maybe this is trying to distract me from it? Ugh, I just want to crawl under a rock for the next 5 days...
CD 1 for me today:wall:
truly this ttc should not be so bloody hard. I lost 10kg's but to get to the weight where i fell pg with ds 3 i really need to lose 4 - 5 kg's
and honestly do you think i can find the motivation not on your life which is really making me cranky with myself cause i just want to fall pg
i dont think i could cope with waiting another 3 years to fall besides that i will be too old in 3 years, anyone got some motivation tips for me
i really need them cause chocolate looks really good at the moment;)