Emma - you made me picture that Katy perry song. Lol.

Hi everyone.

Well I'm going crazy. Once again lots of 'symptoms'. Really wishing there were none. Although the level of cramping has me excited. I guess I can't stay calm. I try to ignore everything, but I just can't. I am terrified.

Currently sewing and sewing!

And sewing some more. Hubby can't sit still he keeps doing jobs to keep busy. We are emotionally exhausted.

Plus a friend said that they will begin trying soon. They're the lucky ones. No intervention needed and in the first month last time. If that happens again I will have to leave the country. Especially if we have no luck. It gets me so angry (our situation). It's just unfair. I try to look after my body. I try my best. Why do I have to keep fighting?

I'm angry.