Long Term TTC & Assisted Conception January 2014

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All about me post...(normal). I had a us today to see if I am ovulating naturally....nothing at all on left. Then she looked to the right and went ...oh...very busy? With a worried look on her face. I said, isn't that good? And after some measurements etc, I have two follies at 10mm. So not one deffinently going to ovulate, but two that are exactly the same. She said that's not to say nothing is going to happen, but she can't say if something absolutely will. I'm to do wee sticks to see if that shows.
But it's most likely I will need to go on Clomid... At first I thought it would just dry up my milk, but the nurse I talked to said it goes through the milk and Spock will get a dose. Does anyone know anything about Clomid and bf? Or can point me in the direction of accurate up to date info on it?
I'm feeling a bit down, I don't think it's fair I should have to make a choice between bf ad having a 2nd child... I have needed some good news for a while and hoping today would be the day, but alas no.

Ill really try to do persies later, it's just so hard when on the tablet...hope all is well xo

Edit, sorry girls, that is stucha. Stupid thing to get all upset about in comparison to other people in here.