Aw man now I'm bleeding :-( guess it's good to get it over with :-/ still effing sucks tho :-/.
I feel like I wasted all this time ttc for nothing but a broken heart and a rollercoaster ride from hell. All the back n forth of it's fine/not fine! No happy ending!
So I'm taking this as a "im now supposedly more fertile" approach and getting back into the saddle lol.
I Am NOT letting this get me down! We got this far!
...omg this is nuts.

I've done quite a few healing sessions missb. I've found them quite helpful for my state of mind, probably due for another about now lol.
I have an amazing guy I see who does something with his hands that I still am not sure what exactly but all I know is it works!
And Sharkeys healing center has been awesome too.
It all just costs a sml fortune when u add in the fertility treatments!

So I've just been doing minimal things for a while as we are running out of cash :-/.
I was only doing natural+ baby asprin + puregon on my old script + progesterone this last bfp.

Yeah Emma and juniper it's so baffling when you know your body can work in giving a baby as it has before and it drives me crazy sometimes thinking how can I get it to work again? Why can't it now??

Good luck with your transfer Joe xoxo
And good luck all of you wherever you are in your cy's xox
Sorry my brains like a sive right now it's not retaining any information at all! I'm walking around in a pointless haze it feels :-/.