Re: Long Term TTC & Assisted Conception January 2014
Wednesday 5 February 2014
Waiting for EPU/O/IUI/FET or just something to happen! Glorious - taking a break
PositivelyTTC - Taking a break
CatyO - Taking a break
Kel82 - Taking a break
Jo_white - saving for IVF
Bestrong - waiting for AF
Rai - Waiting for AF
Juniper76 - CD1
TT40 - CD10
JoeSpratt - CD12
Nothing2lose - CD13
Joski - CD20
Miss.B - CD24
Re: Long Term TTC & Assisted Conception January 2014
Sarah, I can't see your post, but can guess from the posts on this page. Sending lots of virtual hugs your way. Give yourself time to heal and know we're here to support you. xx
Re: Long Term TTC & Assisted Conception January 2014
You girls are the best thank you so much for your kind words to me at this incredibly awful time xoxo as soon as I knew I just wanted to run back here to the only people I know understand.
I don't want to talk to the outside world yet! Been hiding!
People like to try n cheer you up by saying dumb things like there's next time (next time freaks me out about now! I haven't even finnished bleeding!) Or be thankful you got one ( like I'm not thankful! Doesent make this loss any less painful!)
Any way that's why I'm hiding because then I feel bad for not wanting to hear their well meaning words I know nothing will help me :-(.
Healthy BFPs that's what I wish for us girls in here xoxox
Re: Long Term TTC & Assisted Conception January 2014
Sarah, we haven't told anyone about either BFP/miscarriage since DD was born for much the same reasons - they wouldn't understand and I don't want to hear the (unintentionally) hurtful words. I had a really hard time with our mm/c and it took me a full 12 months to really move past it. If others had known, no doubt they'd have been telling me I should be "over it" much earlier... but sometimes these things just take a lot longer than you expect. I hope your physical recovery is quick so you can get started on the emotional recovery. xx
And I hope your DH is coping okay too. Mine never talks about our angels, but I know he was hurt every time.
Re: Long Term TTC & Assisted Conception January 2014
Oh Sarah im so sorry honey Life can be so cruel sometimes!
Juniper - Sorry to see it's cycle day 1 for you love xxx
AFM - Rang the clinic today and they said we have 4 blastys that have been frozen! Woo hoo!!! Not feeling anything really yet (as expected considering im only 2dp5dt). Hubby goes back to work tomorrow, roll on next week! xxx
Re: Long Term TTC & Assisted Conception January 2014
Hi Ladies, Happy Thursday to you all!
Sarah - I am so very sorry for your loss, I wish I could do something to take that pain away. I wish you a speedy physical recovery.
Go easy on yourself and allow yourself to grieve as long as necessary. These painful times are never easy and I am not sure we ever get over such a huge loss. However I hope that your pain eases as time goes by. Hope DH is ok too, they suffer too however they usually don't show it do they
Kel - a very big CONGRATS to you and DH, wishing you a truly wonderful 9 month journey and a healthy and happy bub at the end
Emma - GL hun I hope this little embie is a sticky one and you get your BFP, I know it's so hard but try your best to be optimistic, the universe will reward you
Amy - Fab news re getting 4 frozen embies....lets hope you don't need them though!
Rai - So sorry I really hope your FS is wrong and you do O this month
WW - GL with stopping the caffeine fix...so very hard. Ooh so you are good at interpreting dreams that is awesome I am a big dreamer I have them most nights and they are so vivid I recall them for years but I don't think I am good at interpreting them.
Did you find anything more about the wheatgrass? let us know
AFM - Dad doesn't have cancer he has a hernia in his esophagus which has been causing the symptoms which are the same as cancer symptoms. They do need to operate though to remove it and he needs to have his leg amputated. His Doctors are very worried about his chance of a full recovery because of his diabetes so we are waiting to see how it all goes. If we need to go over at short notice we can. I have just found out about another 2 women I know who are pregnant that brings it to 9 women I know now soooo hard! Lots of baby showers ahead I am already starting to think of excuses...lol
We have decided to do our next FET cycle in April so this month as a break and next month too. I have just started taking Vitex each morning and will do so until we start FET, fingers crossed it does me some good. Moods are up and down at the mo' one minute I accept I am not pregnant and think onwards and upwards and other times I am so sad and feel so despondent. Hope things improve
Love and light and lots of baby dust to you all xx
Re: Long Term TTC & Assisted Conception January 2014
Friday 7 February 2014
Waiting for EPU/O/IUI/FET or just something to happen! Glorious - Taking a break
PositivelyTTC - Taking a break
CatyO - Taking a break
Kel82 - Taking a break
Jo_white - saving for IVF
Bestrong - waiting for AF
Rai - Waiting for AF
Miss.B - CD1
Juniper76 - CD3
TT40 - CD12
JoeSpratt - CD14
Nothing2lose - CD15
Joski - CD22
Re: Long Term TTC & Assisted Conception January 2014
Emma09 - I am so sorry that only 1 embryo was normal, like everyone said, hopefully that's the one
Positively - I hope your dad recovers well. What is vitex for?
WW - I know how hard is to quit caffeine, I have been caffeine free for almost a year, but I remember when I quit I had terrible headaches for a week or so. After that was all good, I never craved it again. What is wheatgrass good for?
AFM - I have an appointment on Monday to see a new FS, I want to ask her about tests like nk cells, could somebody tell me what other tests I should be asking for?
Re: Long Term TTC & Assisted Conception January 2014
Out of 9 embryos PGD tested, only 1 was normal.
I have had that transferred, but nothing in the freezer.
I'm trying to stay positive, but I'm devastated :-(
Re: Long Term TTC & Assisted Conception January 2014
Oh em like I said on facebook om so sorry you only got one we alwayd had terrible fertilisation rates and it is devastating, I really hope this is the one for you xx
Re: Long Term TTC & Assisted Conception January 2014
Give yourself time to heal and know we're here to support you. xx
Life can be so cruel sometimes!
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