Janee - Sorry to hear about your BFN, don't know what to advise re when to IVF next but good luck

Danni - imagine us BFP'ing together, how cool would that be, seeing we are both MIVF girls, hey I have seen your piccies on your homepage so I will keep an eye out for you around the traps

Keen - I am getting better with being positive about things, I think it's the fact DH wants to contribute and help and I would rather just do it myself but I don't want him to feel left out, he's such a sweetheart and his heart is in the right place but it is slightly freaking me out

Allie, Boo, Shan, Megan and Zap - big hi

Gosh I had the worst day, I am CD 28 and have the most ferral PMS (again!) my friends had their baby today and he rang to tell me and it really knocked me for 6. I went outside at lunch time and rang my mum and cried and cried down the mobile to her. I couldn't believe it, you know how it is when everyone keeps beating you to it. I think the girls at work picked up on it, the girl next to me brought me a treat and after work we all stayed back and talked about it a bit. I don't normally talk about it with them but I couldn't keep it in today. I always try to keep it together and "keep up appearances" but pretty much just talked about it today and our miscarriage, they were all really understanding, it's hard though as half the office is pregnant and I don't want to be the downer IYKWIM.

Oh well, I am thinking an early night is in order, I should be studying but I don't think that is going to happen at this late hour