I really just don't know what to think... I've only got another week to go, but I keep thinking that if the FET had worked I'd be feeling different. Something should be different! So I end up analysing every single little twinge... and driving myself nuts!
DH is being an absolute angel - he's sending me text messages during the day to cheer me up and help keep me sane...
I'm really finding it difficult to be positive and relaxed today... it probably doesn't help that half the school is gone at the moment. My 15+ person staff room will be down to 3 people tomorrow, and one of them is a prac student! There's nobody really to keep my mind off things and the people at work that I would normally chat to are all away. Today was a really HARD day...
I'm just babbling. I know nobody will be upset with me if I don't manage to pull the magic BFP out of the hat this cycle, but I so desperately want this! I've been through so much going wrong on the way here - not responding to synarel, trigger shots, primolut, puregon, over responding, OHSS... isn't it about time something can go our way for a change?
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