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ok, it's up to BW to start the run this month - only another week for her to wait!!
things here kinda at a stand still - waiting on the FS appointment in a fortnight, and in the mean time just giving my body a break from the drugs and things (what a novel idea!!). DH wants me to go away to work with him this weekend - will depend on how much i can shake this cold in the next couple of days - a weekend in the truck isn't that much fun (although it has it's moments!), but it means spending time with DH instead of being home by myself... big decisions i think!
I really just don't know what to think... I've only got another week to go, but I keep thinking that if the FET had worked I'd be feeling different. Something should be different! So I end up analysing every single little twinge... and driving myself nuts!
DH is being an absolute angel - he's sending me text messages during the day to cheer me up and help keep me sane...
I'm really finding it difficult to be positive and relaxed today... it probably doesn't help that half the school is gone at the moment. My 15+ person staff room will be down to 3 people tomorrow, and one of them is a prac student! There's nobody really to keep my mind off things and the people at work that I would normally chat to are all away. Today was a really HARD day...
I'm just babbling. I know nobody will be upset with me if I don't manage to pull the magic BFP out of the hat this cycle, but I so desperately want this! I've been through so much going wrong on the way here - not responding to synarel, trigger shots, primolut, puregon, over responding, OHSS... isn't it about time something can go our way for a change?
no pressure from here hun - i promise!! just holding onto so much faith that your little caterpillar is going to do it's thing!!! we're here for you - no matter what the outcome
and if you pm me, i'll send you my work email addy so you can email me tomorrow - i'll keep you company hun!!
What would I do without you guys?! Sushee, BG, you have really lifted my spirits and brought me to the edge of tears.
I think most of it has come from the loneliness factor. There's so many people in my little area - and now it's so empty. There's something vaguely comforting about going and spending time with your own classes - and half of them are gone. It's good to have the extra time to work on reports, but it also gives you too much time to think.
Stress is going... and yes, I shall ignore the fact that I'm now convinced my boobs hurt... I'll just sit here and do the breathing exercises my acupuncturist taught me to do for relaxation...
BW is relaxed and calm... and all is well with the world...
take each day one moment at a time hun. you WILL get through this - you've come soooooo far, and each day takes you one day closer to having your dreams come true
make the most of the time without the other teachers there - no fighting, no cattyness - just a few people quietly going about their day. catch yourself up and enjoy the calm, stress free environment this week - it's EXACTLY what you need hun!
BW, just remember that something so tiny is not going to be felt by your body. I know a lot of women say they know when they are pregnant, but there are an awful lot who have no idea until the test. Be cool mon! (jamaica style)
isnt it so much harder girls! most people dont find out until they are 5 weeks or more pregnant. here we are trying to find some sort of reaction within 2 weeks!!! dont worry about no symptoms bw. its very early days and remember they need a blood test just to determine if one is preggers, to me that seems it would be near impossible to judge by any kind of symptoms.... IYKWIM?
i am throwing all my sticky vibes and baby dust in your favour!!! when is the big BT day?
Which brings to mind another question. The clinic has me down to go in between 7-7:30, which is my normal time to make it back to work after a blood test... Phone calls with results are usually done before 3pm, and work doesn't finish until 3:05.
With this test being the big yes/no test... do you think I should take that day off work? Just so I can be alone when I find out? Or at least take the afternoon off... what do you think? What does everyone else normally do?
i opted to arrange for the day of BT off - that way whatever time results came through - no matter what the news - i wasn't in a public place (well, that was the theory anyway!!). if you know the results won't be in til 3-ish, i'd be going home at lunch - but that's just me...
The problem with being a teacher is that you can't just leave your work to another time. It's very obvious to my classes (duh!) when I'm not there, and it means that my colleagues have to give up their release time to cover the classes I'm not there for - which then makes me feel guilty for taking time off when I don't really need it... I know, I know - do what's best for me! I just can't decide!
Any excuse for a day off work I reckon, particularly as BG said you want to be somewhere private to get the news whatever the result. So take off a full day if your conscience will allow, otherwise definitely a half day off and go and get your nails done or something to distract for an hour so.
Take care and lots of positive thoughts, sticky vibes, baby dust and everything else coming your way!
I agree with Cheryl...BW I think if you can get the day off you should. It would be hard to concentrate on anything else besides the results. I hope with all my heart that you get good news xoxo
Hey BW, i agree with the other girls, if you can get the day off sounds like a good plan. Its so hard waiting for that call, waiting, waiting!! I was supposed to be working on the day of my ultrasound- first one at 7 1/2 weeks, but for some reason i knew i couldnt work, i didnt want to. Anyway, bad news that day and not that i would have gone to work anyhow, but i was so glad i swapped a shift at work. If (no) WHEN!! you get a positive you will want to celebrate anyhow, and jump up and down and be with your DH. Just try think positive positive. No negatives. Be positive. Heee.
We have our big day tomorrow, im excited!! woohoo!! No more worm bag varicocele! And well period arrived today and have FS appt tomorrow, so maybe all go ahead for either 2 weeks or 6 weeks. Exciting
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