hi Kotare - chin up girl i know your a strong woman...i know what you mean with the emotional struggle of what if another BFN? scenario. your situation is so much more involved than mine though. i am very lucky to have four snowbubs but i am so scared that none will survive the thaw or only one will and i get another BFN... i know in my heart i want to keep on going until i am pregnant but i also know DH wont want to. i am blessed with 2 beautiful boys but have an empty ache in me as i really want another. i thought in my first cycle if i got a BFN i would be able to cope, but after such an ordeal with low response etc etc when i got that -ve result i was devastated. i was angry at everything and didnt want to speak to anyone, i didnt visit anyone for over a week and i was sooo depressed! i am scared of how i will react if i get another BFN but at the same time i dont want to stop trying... now just waiting on AF, have a bad feeling she is going to be extra late for the first time in my life... whats the next stage for you when you get AF? are you back to Synarel followed by injections?