.... So I have to admit.... I have been harbouring a secret.....

I started a Down Reg cycle in April.... Today I had EPU.....

I'm just so excited I can't hold it in anymore.... 14 eggs!!! 14!!!!

My other stim cycles have been 5,7,9,9 ..... Surely with 14 I can get a few good embryos... Rather than the dismal failures we have had....

So I am waiting for transfer on Wednesday.... FX this one is it.... I was even calling myself a veteran to the nurses, and I really think this has got to be my turn. No reason why it couldn't be.

so much more excited and calm and relaxed this time... Don't know if it will last... And whatever happens I know I will be okay.... But I am feeling good... Sore... But good... And that can only be a good thing