Hugs to you, myturn. Technically, most places consider less than 5 to be negative. Hope Thursday's test is zero so that you don't have to worry.

It's always that mix of emotions when you know it started but didn't go anywhere. On the one hand, you were that little bit closer to a BFP... But on the other hand, you know something went wrong...
I was surprised they wanted me to come back for a retest with 4.... But anyway....