Linda - seriously it is totally normal, understandable and expected that you would feel that way when told of a friend's pregnancy. Doesnt make you a bad person. Doesnt mean you dont wish her all the best - you just also wish you could be celebrating along with her. Its such a bittersweet time when a friend/co-worker announces they are expecting and again when they give birth....

Fingers crossed this cycle does the trick and you are announcing your bfp soon.... (you too Jade!)

Jade - Im well. Taking things easy right now. Back at work which is a good distraction... sometimes.... although the 7 women that are pg in my office is making it difficult at times... but I do my best to avoid those bellies and any belly related discussion . We are still hoping for our miracle, but trying to be realistic and also not get our lives too caught up in it for a little while - it has been the main focus of our lives for so long now and we need to focus on other things for a bit. Cant wait to see your bfp after this cycle!